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Insanity…Again…Week 1 complete..Week 2 started…

I am so angry and confused. I’ve been rocking Chealean Extreme, Then Turbo Fire and I’ve been packing on the pounds. I’ve been eating the exact same..but to no avail. I’ve again like 15lbs ….I went from 126…to 133…to 140…to like 150…yep you read the correctly…I’M FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. I don’t whats wrong..but I ain’t happy about it and its got to stop…so……..Insanity Round 1 million here I come….I am going to go nuts and hope for the best…then I got to thinking …fuck my life..what if I have a thyriod problem or something…I’ve been sick….I’ve got a rash on my face going 5 months strong..maybe something is wrong with me….god only knows..but I am STRESSED out!!! HELPPPPP… I need an ass kicking and some hardcore motivation…………..

Ugh. My new job is crazy. That’s it that’s all. I left the best job in the world back in Ottawa to be here. I have no regrets though because being with Matt is definately worth it! Long distance for as long as we did it was long enough. I decided to finally get back out of my slump. And what a slump I am in let me tell you. Insanity…ugh I just can’t get back into it. So I decided to give Turbo Fire another go. I didn’t really give it a chance and I jumped right into  Chalean Extremem/Turbo Fire hybrid program so I thought you know what…Give it another friggen shot. What do you got to loose. So that’s exactly that I did! I am going on Day 3. I have no complaints! I am completely happy and I feel better already. I am watching what I eat to so no excuse this time. Hellllll—-ooooo shakeology! So that’s what’s been going down. I think about 3 times a week I’ve been hitting a 4km run and once a week 6km run on top of it. So there’s no reason why my fat ass just can’t be an ass in 3 months time. Just saying! No excuse for this kitten anymore!

I’ve been nothing short of jesus awful in my blogging. Dear Lord. I keep saying oh I’ll get back to it and then something happens and I completely put it on the back burner. So what have I been up to? Well after my trip to Edmonton it was decided that I should move. So that’s just what I did. I now live in Fort McMurray, Alberta. HELLOOO? WTF? I know it’s crazy! My cousin and I left on saturday after my trip back home to Nova Scotia. I was down home for two weeks. Got to meet my boyfriends family and him meet mine. It was an amazing trip home that’s for sure. I flew back on Saturday and that afternoon my cousin Nicole and I started our across country drive. I hired a moving company for the large things but still needed to get my car out here. So driving was what needed to be done. We decided to go through the states to get a bit of shopping done en route. Man dear fuck me…It was the longest and most boringest drive. There was just nothing of interest 90% of the way. Never doing that again. Mind you between Regina and Saskatoon there was a lightening storm which we got to see coming from 280km away. It was worth the whole trip as it was absolutely breath taking. I made it ahead of schedule. After dropping Nicole off in Edmonton, after of course we hit up West Edmonton Mall. I made it to Fort Mc on Tuesday night around 12am. Go Team Bran. I wasn’t fucking around. Mind you I cried the whole way into Fort McMurray. Once I saw a sign that said it was 29 km away it was game over. My GPS didn’t have my new houses address so that set me on edge when I finally found it I was a mess. However, when I opened the door a huge smile came over my face. I love our place! I only had saw pictures and Matt had to do the apartment hunting himself as he was already living in the area. He did wicked. I was and am so impressed. He is still back home until Saturday. I am finding it a little weird being alone here. I can’t lie about that. I am so excited. I start my new job on Monday. Woot Woot. Going to pop in tomorrow to say hello and meet everyone.  I have also decided I am starting another round of Insanity. Yep Insanity! So come sunday it’s going to begin! Wish me luck !!!!!

I’ve been sick! How depressing is that! I jogged 15.79km screwed up my leg to the point where if I jogged my leg basically gave out! Screwed it good! Thankfully I was able to do chalean extreme still. However 10lbs gained??? Muscle or fat can’t tell clothes still fit but scale has moved not impressed. Then I went to Edmonton to visit the new boyfriend ! I had the time of my life to say he is amazing is an understatement he is perfect! I got spoiled good! Fantasyland hotel, limo ride escalade I might add, third row tickets to kid rock, massage and pedicure etc etc! He is a keeper I know! But came back and got hit hard with the flu? Something! I have not felt right since and all I want to do is work out!!! Should I try another road of insanity when I start to feel better what do yas think?? What has everyone else been doing?

What have I been up to? Well I sold my house I moved back into my dads basement (oh yes I’m that cool)! And that’s about all that’s new and exciting! So I’ve been MIA trying to get settled, unpacking, getting my head on straight and throw in some self loathing and that’s what I’ve been up to! I’ve been doing my own mix of turbo fire, chalean extreme and insanity! On top of all that I’ve been trying to get out and run a minimum of 5 km three times a week! Yesterday I pounded a 15.79 km run in 1 hour and 58 minutes ! I never jogged that far in my life! I had to walk 2 songs but still my goal was to come in under two hours and well I freaking did it! Also I’ve got a new boy friend! You don’t even know how happy I am it’s almost to much happiness to grasp! I’ve had a crush on this guy since the day we met! I’m excited to see where this goes! I’m off to Edmonton this weekend for a week to see him! It’s been three weeks since he was last here so I’ve been missing him like crazy! Long distance relationships yea I’m already not a fan of them! … I promise to get back into blogging now I can do it from my phone so no excuses :-)

I’ve been doing Bikram hot yoga since saturday. I thought I would hate it but I am actually really enjoying it. It’s not what I expected at all. I am not bored what so ever. I am glad my friend convinced me to go! I am getting super super excited for this week to come to an end, well more like I want saturday to get here ASAP. I am sure I mentioned this before but my friend, whom I met once 5 years ago, is coming to visit. I think since we met the first time we’ve probably tried to meet up again atleast twice a year but to no avail. I am super excited and looking forward to seeing him again. We shall see how the weekend goes. I’ve got a bunch of things planned since it’s his first time in Ottawa. May have to do the corny tourist-y stuff. Either way I am sooooooooooooo excited I havn’t been able to sleep for a month since he booked his flights hahaha that’s awful I know. But I think it’s a sign. We shall see ! Anyways I hope all is well with my working-outers!!!

I have been so busy. Went back home for a little break from the city. What a time that was! It was definately well deserved and well needed. I managed to hit the treadmill at my mother’s place while I was home to continue with my workouts! It worked out perfect! I always over eat when I go home. Nothing like back home cooking, I’m from the country and momma’s cooking is something else! All your favorites are prepared when ya come home, I love that and I eat ‘er all up!Even managed to go to a down home dance. Felt like I never left. God I love that. Needless to say home put the huge smile back on my face!! So I came back from Nova Scotia on Tuesday. I started right back into my workouts. I did some Insanity, Chalean Extreme and Turbo Fire. Kinda making my own program.  I even started…Hot Bikram Yoga. Holy dear lord. 90 minutes and I think it’s 40 degrees. The sweat poured off me within the first 5 minutes. A set of 26 poses done twice! You burn up to 1200 calories in one class! It was intense but the teacher said for my first time I did excellant! So I was glad my friend convinced me to go with her. She needed some moral support and what easier way to help someone then to workout with them, I dislike yoga but I was rather impressed. So I bought a pass for $20 unlimited yoga for one week. I am going tomorrow with her. I took a picture with my iphone I will try to post it today on here! I sweat so bad!! EWWWWW! Anyways that’s what I’ve been up to….working out and working,lol!

I decided since I was at babies house this week that I would take Insanity instead of dragging all my weights over to their house. So I rocked Insanity this week taking Saturday off. I don’t know how I did it. I thought a few times I may actaully die. Like I really didn’t think I was going to make it haha. But I did it. It felt great! I’ve been having  a little bit of a tough time with the breakup but I know it was the right thing to do. It’s always hard but I think it will get better with time! I’ve been eatting good this week as well. Well kinda! I’ve been snacking on spoonfuls of Nutella and Fluff. Lol. After today I am going to start fresh. A friend who I thought was a friend turned out not to be a friend at all. I am disappointed but what can ya do!