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Just letting the whole world know! Rocking 126lbs. Lost 5lbs this week! It’s been a rather depressing week. Bad case of winter blues! I managed to still eat shitty (Mcdonalds and Pizza) and still dropped 5lbs. I am pretty stoked! I am not getting any smaller. I’ve been so busy working three jobs its not even fit. Got way to drunk on saturday and it was filled with bad intentions. I promise once all this none sense of work settles down I will be back to my daily blogs. I am super impressed with Turbo Fire and CLX. Great combination.

This week (I know it’s only tuesday) but still this week…has depressed me! I am down and feeling like crap crap crap! Like down in the dumps about just about everything. I am still doing my workouts hardcore! But I feel so……ugh…winter blues to the 9’s not good!

So I moved into the babies house this week! I find myself short of time and unable to blog. However, I still managed to complete all my hybrid workouts! Ab Burner is an absolute killer. Everytime I am doing it I feel my abs just a shaking to death.  Man do I feel fine for doing so! I feel absolutely amazing I trurly do! I don’t know if I look any different compared to before doing Insanity but I feel different. I seen changes in more of my upper abs. I will have to take some pictures to post. I’ve been also rocking the elliptical every now and then because I find these workouts are mostly weight training.I want to still get a little cardio in my life. We are having a lazy weekend just sort of kick backing and doing our own thing. May go out tonight for a drink or two. Peddler is going to his ”grandfather’s” for the night. Apparantly my dad has been missing my dog so he wants him to go over for a sleep over. I am down with that! Gives me sometime alone! I love my doggy but it is like having a baby. However I took him to the mailman’s friend house and the mailman and his friend had there dogs there last night and we let them run around in a park. So peddler is worn out and lazy today. He loves playing outside. I can’t wait to have a huge yard for him definately a must in the next house we purchase!

So late night ended up working til about 9:30 pm. Didn’t get home and settled til about 10pm. I had rocked the ellliptical while catching up on Jersey Shore. Did about 40 minutes,I think that’s what a whole episode works out to be. Anyways when I came home I had a Chalean Extreme workout to do, otherwise I would be playing catch-up. I didn’t want to start playing that game so at 10:30 at night I rocked a 47 minute workout. So people say they don’t have time to work out but I say that’s horseshit, you always have time! You just have to do it! No excuses! To me working out is like brushing my teeth I have to do it everyday! I really do. My mom workout out up until the day before she had me! I workout out with her when I started to walk and did it almost everyday of my life! Now that I am out on my own I take from her! I love to workout! I don’t care if I have to get up at 5am or do it at 11pm at night. It gets done and afterwards I feel 1 million times better! You can’t complain about being big or overweight if you havn’t got up and went for a walk! That’s my rant for today!  Time to go sledding! Hell ya!

Got to rock out to extreme abs today. Ouch! I thought I had done this video before but I did not. Man dear did it ever hurt! It was 15 solid minutes of straight ab work! And they burned the whole entire time. I am snacking on some yogurt and a bunch of fruit Mmmm Mmmm is it ever good! I also rocked out 50 minutes on the elliptical tonight as well! Great little workout. I think that elliptical was the best thing I ever purchased! I definately have gotten my money worth out of that. I order some hungry girl books last night. Can’t wait to dig into them. They have wicked recipes I know I can get them online but I am the type of person I need to physically hold them and have them in my hands. So I thought they’d be a good purchase.  Also last night I got to see…..MY BABIES! In two weeks I missed them so much it wasn’t even funny. Last night I got to see them and my dear did I laugh. The 5 year old gets to me, the only boy in the family. So I noticed that his hair was growing so I said ”Tone your hair is getting some long” and his response was ”i know i am letting it grow like justin biebers”….long pause….”the way i see it bran is girls go crazy for him so i know they will go crazy for me”. Hahaha….He is going to be a heart breaker! You can just tell! I love him! So I spent last night with 4 kids all around me snuggled on a love seat laughing. I love my jobs! Anyways its date night in this household.

I rocked out the elliptical for 30 minutes while watching sex and the city 2. Then did some Burn Circuit 2. Ouch killer. Weights are still so new to me I find it hard to consider them a work out! I know it’s needed and it’s a must but it still takes some getting used to that is for sure! I am definately enjoying something new. I do have to say this…..Monday’s sucks! Frig nothing worse than a Monday. Nic and I were up til 1 am last night. We went to this place called TAGZONE. It’s like indoor paintball but with rubber balls. Still hurts like hell but less messy. It was wicked. They took sometimes I’ll have to post some. I look like a real bad ass! It was fun and I am not currently bruised 2 hours of running around and maybe maybe screaming like a girl,lol. Still super fun! Anyways back to the movies!!

I am going to stop with the numbers! I messed up last time and I know I am bound to do it again. Either way I am doing the hybrid schedule and following it to a T. So that’s all that matters. If I miss a day or stop doing the workouts I will blog. So far so good. I love it after one week complete. It’s different from Insanity but I like it. It’s just what I need. This weekend has been semi busy with showing the condo and what not. We took a drive on Saturday to just sort of get out of the house for a bit. Went shopping found my wedding shoes. Hot Hot Hot! I found them at a store on friday but they had to order my size in from another store because they didn’t have them in stock. Instead of waiting for them to arrive, I’m inpatient I know! We just drove out to the other store and picked them up! They are just what I was looking for. I am sort of dreading sending out the weddings invitations. Because of all the leg work involved, getting everyones current addresses and what not…..Shitty deal. But it will be worth it in the end! This week I lost 4lbs. Even though I ate about 5lbs of junk food yesterday. We ended up next door to my favorite bakery. I had the hugest and most delicious piece of double chocolate fudge cake ever! It was worth it all! I am just relaxing right now today we had a showing today.  Getting dressed up for that, as soon as he left I ran into my workout clothes. Knocked out a ab routine and a little turbo work out. My ass is on fire from last nights workout so I did it a litttle low key. I am currently rocking Nic’s clothes and I am way to comfy to tackle anything that needs to be done. Packing lunches for tomorrow? Nah. Laying out tomorrow’s work clothes? Nah…. Watch TV….Hell ya,lol.

Hope y’all have a good weekend!

Day 4 of my hybrid program. Again this is just what the Dr. ordered! I needed this toning program. I am liking it. It’s alot different then going INSANE but still it’s what I need. I am definately enjoying it. I am also trying to keep a food journal as well to keep what I am eating in check. It’s a good and useful tool and it’s easy to do. I’ll say the same thing I said before I want to look back on my wedding photos and be in the absolute best shape of my life! No regrets! No turning back after what’s done is done. So up until that day. I am going to continue with what I’ve been doing the past 3 years and that’s working out non-stop. Working out at easy but it’s worth it ! Ya can’t complain about being overweight or unhappy with your body if you never done anything to change it!

Got some great mail today and yesterday. Our wedding invitations arrived. They are beautiful. I was so excited when I picked them up from the mail I ran to my fiance in the car, ripped them open and then when I seen them, I screamed out loud with excitment…I am 90% positive I said ”OH MY GOD I FUCKING LOVE THEM” or something to that extent. They are exactly what I wanted! I am soooo happy with them!  Also got some books in the mail today from amazon! Woot woot! So i’ll be reading some girly books for next little bit! I rocked some books my celebrities so let’s see how this goes!

I am so happy I am starting to think 2011 is totally going to be my year! Fingers crossed!!